In January I set myself a whole list of goals. My list was color coded and organized by  month. I was dreaming big for 2019. Then February happened. February was the kind of month that would make anyone want to stay in bed for days. And if February was an 11 out of 10 on the sucky scale, March was a 12. Now here we are 6 days into April and my color coded goal list looks a lot more like a grocery list before you make it to the store than a successful portfolio of change and growth. My pantry is full of all comfort foods instead of the yummy…